I saw him for the first time on my bus stop… He stood there, long curly hair that caught my attention… and that too to a extent that I couldn’t take my eyes off him. Whenever I saw, I did pay attention! I was always spell bound to see him. It was a pleasure to see him around. The first time we coincidentally sat together, the entire time I was thinking about picking up a conversation. Finally, he said something and I asked about his work and all, too my utmost surprise he knew mine… even that made me so happy!
only once more i got the opportunity to sit next to him. This time I started the conversation, I asked all the general first meet questions, though i knew every single detail about him. The most funniest moment was when he introduced himself, I wanted to burst out laughing, the way he said, by the way I’m five star(that’s the name i gave him). it was amazing… when I was leaving he said Nice to meet you and I think that was the last good statement that I ever heard about me from him!
the days passed by and whenever we passed by I could speak nothing seeing him… numb just smile! After thinking a lot I decided to contact him on a social networking site. We became friends…rather only social networking friends, it was only once that we chatted for two hours.I wanted to be close to him so I use to message him quite often but I guess he picked up some wrong vibes from that and weird things crept in.He doesn’t use to reply to my messages and finally one day he blocked me from his profile. It was so humiliating and heart breaking for me. All I could do was CRY for the love that never flourished. I even tried to talked to him via other media… but…. no use.
I at least wanted to know what did he think of me… if he ever did! I dreamt of you… wish we could be together… may be I dint match upto his standards but I STILL THINK OF YOU
” WISH HE COULD READ THIS SOMEDAY AND FEEL WHAT I HAD FOR HIM… WHETHER YOU CALL IT LOVE OR INFATUATION…THIS IS IT… IT WAS PURE AND BEAUTIFUL FOR ME!!! “
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